Formula for Happiness and Enlightenment

The formula for happiness and enlightenment is impossible to quantify. What you should know is that happiness and enlightenment are journeys that will lead you down a path of constant self discovery. What paths we each take will determine how long it takes to reach these states.


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Charlottesville Attacks Spiritual Perspective


Charlottesville Attacks Spiritual Perspective

I wanted to give my perspective, from a strictly spiritual standpoint, on what I feel the entire circumstance in Charlottesville represented, and what it is showing us as a collective consciousness.

What Is Going On?

As I watched a 22 minute video from Vice media which followed a group of the alt-right in the Charlottesville rallies, I was astounded at the hatred and sadness that spewed from each individual. I was shocked to see how horribly the groups’ words were toward non-white individuals. I couldn’t believe not only what I heard, but what I saw from them. I truly did not realize how many people still truly felt that way towards other human beings.

Then I watched a video of civil war monuments, confederate monuments, being removed from Baltimore. As I watched the monuments being removed I asked my guides, I asked Archangel Michael, and I asked my soul…why? Why is all of this happening? Why are people treating each other this way? Why are we removing symbols of the history of the United States? And I was given my response…


The Reason For Such Atrocity

As a collective consciousness we are witnessing these situations because they are still prevalent in our collective pain-body. A pain-body is an emotional trauma that has yet to be acknowledged and healed in our spiritual and sub-conscious being. As a whole, we are all emanations from the One Source. As much as we like to propagate the idea that we are separate in our human-ness, we are far more alike than we could ever be different. Our souls are truly united as One collective being, that which we like to call God. As such, when we have collective experiences, traumatic experiences, it represents a part of our collective soul that has yet to be healed.

The circumstances in Charlottesville represent the lack of acknowledgement and healing in the form of racism and segregation. We, as a whole, have not healed our hearts when it comes to racism. And even more so, the alt-right groups represent the ignorance of our spiritual unity that many of us still carry. The reason that these groups show up, is because they are the shadow aspect of each and every one of us that has yet to be acknowledged and healed. And the combatant behavior that we vehemently continue towards these groups is the lack of love and care we refuse to show our individual selves.

Our lives are a continual “sweeping under the rug” of our problems and things we fight to accept within ourselves. We refuse to heal the wounds of our neglectful parents. We refuse to heal the wounds of our elementary school bullies. We refuse to heal the wounds of our first and second and third heartbreak. We refuse to heal the wounds of our…you get the point. We refuse to delve into the depths of our shadow! But you know what?!?! That is the ONLY way that these situations will change!

It is not through vehement opposition or complaining about how terrible these groups of people are that we will heal as a collective. No, because these groups of people are extensions of those very parts of US! We are allowed to get angry, we are allowed to be disappointed, we are allowed to be sad, but to condemn other human beings is not the way in which the world will change. I’m not going to throw out all of the quotes from Gandhi or Buddha or any other master teacher because you have heard them all before. On a subconscious spiritual level we KNOW that the only way to heal the collective is to start by being brave enough to heal those parts of ourselves first!

When I looked at the Civil War monuments being removed I thought to myself, “Why remove a piece of history that has helped us become who we are? That has taught us who we were and who we want to now be?” Honestly, that is like removing the parts of our lives that were troubling. Why would we remove the parts of our lives that sucked but showed us how strong we could be? Why would we remove the experiences of our lives that taught us our most important lessons? That is like removing all the good parts of the book or movie and it all just being rainbows and butterflies. That shit is boring! The spectrum of pain and joy is what makes being human so fantastic!!

Take a moment to look back at your life and think of 5 major experiences. More than likely at least 2 of them will be “not so wonderful.” A lyric from The Oh Hello’s sums it up perfectly, “The sun it does not cause us to grow. It is the rain that will strengthen your soul, it will make you whole.” Removing the history of your life does not make you a better person, it makes you a weaker soul.

We all have our own individual interpretations of what certain monuments and historical places mean to us. However, if we are having an emotional reaction to those things we can know immediately that we have a pain-body that has yet to be healed. That is the very reason that we march to have things removed or to oppose groups that we disagree with. The very reason for an emotional response is exactly what I have stated above, our own individual inability to deal with emotional pain and trauma.

How We Can Heal

So now that I’ve given my opinion on why these things are happening I want to briefly express how I feel we can change the world.

First and foremost, as you have figured out by making it this far, is to look within yourself and truly be willing to ask yourself where you still have emotional responses. Did watching the video of the car run into the group of people and kill Heather Heyer make you mad and sad all at the same time? Yes? Me too! So what are we going to do about it? Did it make you mad that someone could be so angry and filled with hate towards another person? Yes? Well me too! Okay, so let’s ask ourselves when was the last time we were angry and filled with hate towards another person? Was it while you were driving and got cut off? Was it from somebody that insulted you and laughed at you? Was it from your arrogant co-worker that just won’t stop talking? Yes? Well me too! Now let’s go a little deeper…

So we have this anger, WITHIN OURSELF, that was cultivated by somebody else’s words or behavior. We have this experience that brought out from WITHIN US a certain emotion. When we look at it this way we can see that the anger was not GIVEN to us, but rather already existed WITHIN US and was brought to the surface by our perception of another person’s actions or words. So, nobody MADE us angry but simply ALLOWED us to feel the anger that already presided within us.

Okay, now let us take a step back. So we can see from our process that we are not the anger, but rather we have the ability to bring it forth or not. We have ultimate control over the emotion or not based upon the way we perceive the situation or person. Great, now we are getting somewhere. So the emotion is there, but it isn’t YOU. The emotion is there, but it doesn’t control you, because you have a higher awareness of IT. We’re moving now.

So how do we heal this and make other people act less like jerks? If you asked this question, we aren’t on the right track.

Let’s pull back. So I have this situation where I FEEL anger, not I AM angry. You are not anger. You FEEL anger. Okay. So how do we heal this? How do we heal this anger? Oooh, much better question. The anger is resolved when we acknowledge it and accept it. Don’t fight it, don’t resist it, and don’t let it control you. Look at the anger as a leaf flowing through the stream of your being. The river flowing through you is love, is goodness, is God-ness. And as an extension of God, you get to choose what you want to feel in any moment. Your recognition of this is the beginning of healing.

The anger becomes a leaf falling from the tree. Others leaves will also fall, but they don’t last when you acknowledge and know that you are the tree. The stream of God-ness that you are is far more powerful that a leaf flowing through it. If you will but take your attention to the power of your stream, and realize that the leaf is there and it will pass, then you heal the pain-body. As a result of you acknowledging that within yourself, acknowledging the situation when it arises, and CHOOSING to remember your Divine Inheritance, your stream of God-ness, that my friends is when healing across a broad spectrum occurs.

The water in a cup may look clear. However, when a blue drop is introduced into the water, the entirety of the water changes ever so slightly. This is how we bring our collective out of pain, out of suffering. WE, you and I, must start with ourselves. That is the only way we can heal as a collective. There is no amount of yelling and arguing that will heal the hearts of others, that will simply make them rebel more. There is no amount of ridicule that will change somebody’s opinions and beliefs. It is truly only through Love that we can heal. Think about the last time somebody changed your mind by telling you that you were wrong.

I will leave you with a Bible quote about moving through your shadows. Also, read the picture below that explains “Why Do We Shout In Anger.”

“{A Psalm of David.} The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

3He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.

4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.”

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F**k What Everyone Else I Doing…Run Your Race


F**k what everyone else is doing and run your race! Forget what everyone else is saying about you…if you are living authentically to the knowing of your heart and soul, run that race to the fullest!



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The past few days I have returned to my roots, so-to-speak, in regards to my spiritual belief patterns. I have been feeling a change occurring and so I began re-reading “Ask and It Is Given” and “The Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent” by Esther and Jerry Hicks. In the past few days I remembered my ability to FEEL amazing again. I remembered why the Law of Attraction called so deeply to my soul, and why I found The Teachings of Abraham at such a young age. Today as I meditated it felt as if Abraham was speaking directly to me, inspiring my heart, and reigniting my conscious understand of the amazing power we all innately possess and I want to share that realization with you here…

As I meditated today I began to affirm gently to myself that there is only a Stream of Well-Being. The past few days this has heavily forced its way back into the forefront of my conscious focus. However, today as I gently reminded myself of this fact I was struck with an impulse…

Because there is only a Stream of Well-Being that flows, there can never be the PRESENCE of anything negative in our experiences. There is only a Stream of Well-Being, a stream of health, a stream of abundance, a stream of joy/love/appreciation/enthusiasm/passion. Therefore, since there is only a stream of well-being, when you are experiencing something negative as we would say, there is only the ABSENCE of well-being. This means that there is only the ABSENCE or PRESENCE of what is wanted or desired.

There is only a stream of light…darkness is not the PRESENCE of darkness, but the mere ABSENCE of light. Fear is not the PRESENCE of fear, but the ABSENCE of love. Dis-ease is not the PRESENCE of ill-ness, but the ABSENCE of health. Poverty is not the PRESENCE of poverty, but the ABSENCE of abundance.

In nature, you don’t plant a seed and expect for a sick-ridden plant to grow. You don’t expect the plant to come out black, with tar oozing from it’s branches. You understand that by watering it and exposing it to light it will grow perfectly as it should. You understand that there is only a stream of life force moving it to grow, and if the plant is not nurtured it may grow deformed or die. If the stream is not allowed, then an unwanted condition appears, but it is not because the steam of negativity appeared, only because the well-being was not allowed.

We must begin to change our beliefs regarding life as a whole in order to live the miraculous that is meant for us. I noticed for myself today while I was driving to work that for so long I didn’t feel like the universe, Source, God, had my back. I felt like I had to do it all on my own. Even after studying the Law of Attraction for a decade I still felt as if it was necessary for me to be the emitter of the vibration I was wanting and have the universe just do it for me, exactly how I thought it should happen and exactly as I wanted it to happen. I felt like there was a round-about way in which I could use the laws of the universe to get me everything I wanted, instead of understanding that I need to work WITH the laws of the universe.

In order to start living the miraculous, we must begin to challenge our old patterns of thinking so that we believe the universe, Source, God, is working FOR us and WITH us! How freeing is it to belief and KNOW that the Consciousness that creates worlds is at our disposal, wanting nothing more than for our highest achievement, and supporting us in our every move?! Isn’t that freeing?!?! Isn’t it wonderful to feel like you can put your trust in the Force that creates worlds?! Isn’t it freeing to know that what you are wanting has already been achieved and that it is simply up to you to align with what it is you are wanting?! I feel so free realizing that I have a Divine Manager who is organizing all necessary components so that I may joyously bask in the fulfillment of my desires!!! And not only that, but enjoy the unfolding of my desires along the way!!!

The problems of the world are not that there isn’t enough stuff, or there isn’t enough to go around, or people can hurt me, or I am alone…but far more important it is our belief in that illusion. A Course in Miracles says, “Nothing real can be threatened, and Nothing unreal exists.” It goes on to say that only Love is real and fear doesn’t exist. My friends, my dear brothers and sisters, Love, the stream of well-being is all there is. Fear is not real, and in our experience of fear, it is only our misconception of the stream of Well-Being. It is our reminder that we are dealing in illusions, that we have gone astray from our deeper, innate understanding as extensions of Source, of God. In the Gospel of Luke it is said that the kingdom of heaven is within man. Where there is a kingdom there must reside a king. A Course in Miracles goes further and states, “that the Kingdom of Heaven IS man.”

My friends we have not fallen from grace, far from it. We have simply lost touch with our Divine understanding. The toils of the world have taken our focus away from our deepest knowing, have distracted us from our remembrance. Those of you who read this know deep within you that these words are true. You say to yourself, “Of course! How could I have forgotten this?!” But now you have remembered, and will never again forgot.

We are here as ambassadors of Love. Each and every individual on this planet comes as an extension of Source, an extension of God. Even though many do not remember their Divine ancestry, they are every bit as majestic as you and everyone else. Now is the time that words like these begin to be shared. Now is the time for our conscious remembrance of our highest knowing. It is no longer time to berate or blame anyone else for our circumstances, situations, or experiences. Now is the time for us to take responsibility for our lives and our experiences as we understand that we are the ultimate creators of our reality. Now is the time to LOVINGLY affect the vibration of all our brothers and sisters. Now is the time that WE LOVINGLY raise our vibrations to the states of bliss, appreciation, passion, enthusiasm, kindness, compassion, joy, excitement so that we affect ALL others even on an unconscious level.

As extensions of God, we KNOW that only Love exists. As extensions of Spirit, we KNOW that there is only a Stream of Well-Being. As extensions of Source, we KNOW our Infinite Potential. Now is the time that we LIVE that. No longer can we talk about kindness, then berate others. No longer can we talk about forgiveness, then judge others. No longer can we talk about Love, then demean ourselves. Now we must live true to our Selves. Now we must BE the Light. Now we must align, through our thoughts, with the Source of All-That-Is. Now we must return to our knowing of our reason for being here. We must return to joy, to peace, to enthusiasm, to freedom, to kindness, to compassion, to self-exploration, to excitement, to passion, to LOVE. May you remember this.

All My Love,


Are You Alive?


Hello my Lovelies,

I ask you this question in all seriousness…ARE YOU ALIVE OR JUST EXISTING?

I began asking myself this question today after I started reading a new book…”The Way of the Superior Man” by David Deida. Now in one of his chapters he asks you if you are finding your edges in life, your fears, and are you moving past them? Are you truly conquering those fears? And as fears arise each day are you continuing to move beyond them…or at least facing them with full presence? And then a statement from the song, “Everybody Wear Sunscreen” by Boz Luhrman where he says, “Do one thing every day that scares you!” came flooding into my thoughts.

And you know what I realized…I am not doing something everyday that scares me! I am just existing!!! I can post this and that about raising ourselves consciously and Being Love, but yet I have capped myself off from this physical experience! I have found that I absolutely LOVE conversing with others but do I truly get out of my comfort zone and push past it? Not really! Sure I can engage in conversation with just about anyone, sure I can speak my inner Truth from the Divine Core that bursts from my heart, absolutely I can take my shirt off and walk around downtown all night…but can I maintain that Presence and strength when it comes to talking to a girl I think is beautiful? Can I approach someone on the workout floor and offer them a free workout? NO! No I can’t!!! Actually, YES I CAN! I just haven’t yet! 😉

But my own revelation was that I am allowing my ego, that part of me (of us all) that says we are separate, to win. As much as I am consciously aware of my ego and understand it, I do nothing to move beyond it…to move beyond the points of comfort it has established! And then I thought, “Dang, what kind of example am I? I say all these things but I can’t even talk to a girl I’m attracted to because I’m still afraid of rejection!!” BOOM!!! There it is folks, Zach’s krytocronalyte! 😉

In all honesty though, can you see this for yourself? Can you see these points of comfort your ego has established and how scary it is to step beyond them?! But is that not what living is?!?! It is meant to be scary…to feel your stomach fluttering full of butterflies, your heart pounding, BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!, to be lost for words, and then….BANG!!! We take the leap! And how does it turn out? Sometimes it is the outcome we want, sometimes it isn’t…but isn’t it so much darn fun to get out there all alone, not knowing what will happen, and then jumping?!?! THAT IS LIFE!!! THAT IS LIVING!!!

How many of us are simply existing? Myself included, up until today when I made the conscious choice to scare the shit out of myself every day!!! 😉 How many of us won’t tell that person we adore that he/she is stunning? How many of us won’t get out of the crappy job because we don’t know where to go from here? How many of us refuse to take up an activity because we’re comfortable watching our favorite shows?

I am not saying any of that is bad, or good, I just want to know if you are living the scary, exciting, dramatic, free life you would like to live? No matter who we are we want excitement in our lives…that’s why we watch movies! Why not make your own life a movie! (In dramatic movie-man voice) “Coming in May we have the greatest movie ever written, with a cast unlike any other, it will make you laugh, cry, it will chill you and thrill you, you’ll hear words never spoken unto human ears, you will feel emotions you didn’t know existed, you’ll be enamored by every moment, you’ll see lust and Love, sensuality and spankings, you’ll never want to leave the theater, STARRING……..YOU!!!!”

Now doesn’t that sound like fun?!?!?! It sure does to me and from now on I am choosing to live!! Sitting at home by myself on a Saturday night no longer entices me! I want fear, joy, crying, laughter, peace, turmoil, serenity, confusion….I want to live from the deepest place of my Self, in which I can share my gifts to this world! And gosh dang it, my life WILL be a movie! My movie!

Let’s LIVE my dear brothers and sisters! Let us face every fear with a Presence unimaginable to the human eye. Let us feel every second of the flutters in our stomachs and the pounding in our chests! Let us remember why we are here…to stir up some shit and make the world a united, indescribable place where all are welcome and cry like babies!!! Let us LIVE!!! I Love each and every one of You, more than you know!!

All My Love,
Zach IAM

Originally posted 4/23/2013

A Story of Faith…


I was around 15 years old when my dad and I were watching the MTV Video Music Awards when Beyonce won best artist. She walked up on stage, overwhelmed, and said, “First and foremost I’d like to thank God.” When I heard that I blurted out, “Why is she thanking God, he didn’t do anything, she did all the work!” My dad looked at me and replied, “What do you mean? The reason you’re here is because of God!” I thought for a second, pondering life, and that’s when things started to change in my consciousness.Spiritual Awakening

Now this isn’t your average story of God. This isn’t a tale of a man becoming Christian, this isn’t about me blasting my beliefs and forcing them in anyone’s face, this is a different kind of story.

As a kid, our family were the typical, go to church on holiday, kind of church goers. My parents were both raised Catholic and seemed to have consistent views on their beliefs of God. I, however, thought church was incredibly boring, listening to an old white guy in a funny hat repeat boring scripture. When I got into middle school, I joined a Baptist church with my best friend and found myself more interested in the message of the bible. However, the stories were exactly that to me, stories. I didn’t truly believe a man walked on water, healed the sick, died and came back to life, it seemed like a great story, but a story nonetheless. Needless to say, when I was young I never developed a relationship with any higher power. I knew that if I put in the work to achieve what I wanted, I would reap the benefits. That was until I went through 5 years of chemotherapy treatment after having cancer twice as an adolescent.

You see, when I was 15 and watched Beyonce thank God I thought that was a cop-out. I truly felt she was just being diplomatic and didn’t actually thank God. My dad’s response was in reference to my still being alive after having already gone through my first year of chemotherapy and still being alive. I however, felt differently. I felt that as a result of myself, as a result of ME, that I was in remission. That changed within a year.

At 16 I relapsed and had a much different experience that time. I was no longer isolated in a room with no other kids around. This time I was in a hepa-fitered pediatric oncology ward and saw kids as young as 1 year old with tubes coming out of their chests receiving chemo. I looked around and thought, “What kind of God would do this?! How can we believe in God if He has the power to heal and yet all these kids are sick?!” It made no sense to me. This questioning took me down the rabbit hole.

When I was 19 I was given the documentary, The Secret, by a friend of my dads and that’s when it clicked. If you have not seen this documentary, I highly recommend you see it. However, the basis of the film is on the Law of Attraction. A law that is similar to the laws of gravity, yet not as recognized or understood by humanity. This law describes that “That which is like unto itself is drawn,” meaning, like attracts like. This film explains that thoughts are the creative force of all life and that the universe at large is responding to our thoughts and bringing us experiences which match those thoughts. As soon as I saw this film it was as if I was in heaven! I thought, “FINALLY!!! Something that gives me validation that I am the director of my own life and I will never have to rely on anything or anyone ever again!!!” Boy did I interpret that wrong!! 😉

That was 9 years ago and I have just recently in the last 3-4 years begun to develop a true relationship with God. And honestly, only the last year have I begun to develop a strong faith in the co-creative dance that happens between my thoughts, words, and actions and the manifestations of God.

Why I began writing today was because I felt inspired. 10 years ago I wouldn’t have had any idea was inspiration was, that I should just do something. I had no understanding of what was guiding me or why I had such a feeling, simply that I should do it. Now even though I stated earlier that I never cultivated a relationship with the Divine as a child, I always felt like I was being guided. I always had this intense push from within that told me I had to be strong and push on, no matter what the obstacle. Everything in my life was just an obstacle so that I could get stronger and rise above it. Today I finally understand what was guiding me.

You see, no matter if you choose to believe it or not, there is a Presence that directs all things. Not direction in the form of dictation, but a mere guidance to the path of truth. The trees are not forced to grow, yet they are guided to move to full size and provide oxygen, bear fruit, create homes for insects and other critters. Insects and animals are guided to build dams, collect nectar, dance among the sky, never forced yet always guided. Similarly, this Presence guides us home. This Presence, whether you call it God, or Source, or energy, it does not matter, you do not influence Perfection, perfection influences you.How to Change the World, new earth

As such, seeing as that this Presence is the Source of all that Is, the Source of All Life, this Presence knows beyond a question of a doubt which path is right for you in any area of your life. As an extension of this Presence, you have the choice to connect fully with this Divine Mind, or pinch yourself off It. It does not matter to Source what you choose in the moment because we are all free to do as we please, yet the joy of a child coming home far outweighs the choice of the child to stay away and not come and visit. Source is always beckoning us home, always reminding us in the most of subtle ways to return home, to return to our hearts.

You see, there was a time in my life where I thought I was all alone, doing it all by my lonesome. And it wasn’t until I realized it was much harder going at it alone than it was to challenge my beliefs and listen to that inner voice, the Voice telling me that I was looked after and protected. The Voice that guided me to the books and the documentaries and the constant reminder to return to Love.

You see my friends, this is a story of faith. Faith does not belong to religion. Faith is a state of being. Faith is a habitual practice of communicating with Source, with your Self. Faith is so much better than sitting alone wondering which direction you will take and weighing all the outcomes. Faith is about quieting yourself, quieting your mind, and with a clear intention listening to the Voice that has been guiding you anyways. As soon as you’re quiet, you will hear that Voice whisper, “This way my child, I’ll be right beside you the whole way.”

All My Love,


Why Do We Feel Emotions?


Have you ever asked yourself why you feel emotions? What is the purpose of emotions? What purpose do emotions serve? What are emotions? Why am I am so emotional?! Well, our emotions serve a very big purpose…and here is why…


I’m So Confused…



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I’m not sure if anyone else is experiencing the confusion that I have been going through the last few weeks, but man I’ll tell you what, I’m confused!

It’s strange because it seems like I’ve been so sure of everything in my life for the last 5 years that this recent onset of confusion has really thrown me for a loop!

Firstly, I’m so confused when it comes to these social issues we have been having. I mean, at times I feel as if I’m living in a completely separate dimension than everyone around me. I see these videos of police officers blatantly attacking people for standing their ground and sticking up for their rights. I see everyone pointing the finger at each other of who is wrong. I see so much anger and hatred. I see so much fear and desperation. Honestly, as I write this I feel everything from everyone and it’s overwhelming!


I just don’t understand why we are all so defensive, so aggressive, so fearful, so confined by our own minds. I have conversations with my clients about this political issue and that political issue, about how their children are disrespectful, about the most basic of life’s struggles and I can’t help but think to myself, “There is such an easy fix to that.”


You see my friends, I’m so confused about life because the life that I feel I belong in, in no way matches the life that Facebook and the news demonstrates to me. The life I feel we all belong in is so far from where we are and I don’t know how in the heck we are going to get out! I mean, we fight over our labels! We are always fighting over our labels! We fight each other because of skin color, we fight each other because of religion, we fight each other over financial class, we fight each other over belief sets about the way we think people should be acting, we fight about everything, and the only question I keep thinking to myself is, “When will we stop fighting?!” Seriously?! When will we move past who we think we are and recognize who we really are? When will we search ourselves instead of always looking outside? When will we care enough about the way feel and choose to live our life in accordance with that?

I’m so confused my friends. You know, the way I see the world is so far different from so many that I get so discouraged at times. I feel that we can make the world the place we see in our dreams, I do believe in a world where we can smile at each other, where we can walk with love in our hearts and peace in our mind. I believe in a world where we can shake hands with everyone and know that this is just a stopping point in our soul’s evolution, but yet no matter how hard I do my best to BE Love, it just seems like an uphill battle.

I’m so confused at the constant wanting to fight something! I get so confused with watching everyone always fighting against something! I hardly ever see anyone fighting FOR something!! Recently, we see the Cecil the lion story and all anyone wants to do is kill the dentist who killed Cecil, fighting the dentist. We see so much social media coverage about the Blacklivesmatter movement, and all we want to do is fight the cops. We see so much about the middle east and all we want to do is fight OTHER RELIGIONS. It’s baffling! It’s so fucking confusing!!

I swear, at times I feel like I’m taking crazy pills! There is not enough light to shine in the darkness when all anyone keeps focusing on darkness!! How in the hell are you ever going to bring peace, when all anyone really wants to do is fight against something?!


We are so addicted to the villains in our lives that we can’t even see that the biggesanger, angryt villain there is is right within you! You can’t see that the biggest villain there is, is your own mind. You can’t se that the biggest villain there is, is your own ego, constantly reminding you that you are separate from everyone else.

At times I wish my writing affected one billion people, changed the hearts of everyone who read something I’ve written because damn, I want everyone to see the world for what it really is.

I get so sad sometimes knowing that millions of people all over the world are starving, I get so sad sometimes knowing that millions of people are alone, scared, homeless, not knowing when the next time they will sleep in a comfortable bed. I get so sad sometimes knowing that thousands are okay with killing animals who have come for the simple reason to bring joy and balance. I get so sad sometimes knowing that all I ever do is see my brothers and sisters fighting each other. I get so sad sometimes when I here my brothers and sisters question the truth of their divinity. It makes me so sad that we allow fear to override our thoughts and refuse to make a conscious effort to change that.

I’m so confused. I honestly feel that most of the time I receive an answer for everything I ask from the Source of all life. I feel that I have awakened my understanding of receiving the answers from our Source when I’m quest-ioning, but lately I feel nothing but confusion.


I’m so confused as to why we are so resistant to changing the way we think and what we have been taught. I’m so confused as to why we have such a hard time seeing the other person’s point of view. I’m so confused as to why we are so stuck on our labels of gender, ethnicity, financial class, education level, geographical region, spiritual beliefs, and why fighting to hold on to those things causes so much pain and suffering and fear, not only for ourselves but others. I am so confused by the sheer fact that we are so afraid to let go of our identity that we will fight everyone who challenges it, no matter what the cost. And all the while, if we would let go of that identity we would reemerge with our Source, with God.


I-wish, wish upon a starI wish so dearly that we could see each other as family of the same Source, as beings of the same Mother-Father, just snowflakes of the same storm. I wish so dearly that we stop fighting so hard against what we don’t want and start fighting FOR what we do want. I wish so badly that we begin to embrace each other with Love, with kindness, with compassion, with open hearts. I wish so dearly that we see each other as equals no matter the labels we have been given or given ourselves. I wish so dearly that we stop getting caught in the illusion that is our life, and awaken to the Truth of the grand universe. I wish so dearly that we treat the earth with kindness. I wish that we apologize for our wrong-doings. I wish that we hug  a stranger, and hug them tight! I wish that we kiss with our eyes closed and feel the depth of that unity. I wish that we see the beauty that is us, and that is all things. I wish that one day we can see misfortune and come to the aid of that being, not with anger towards the ‘villain’ but with Love towards them both.

My brothers Jesus and Buddha have said that when we are struck upon the check, that we turn the other also. This is so profound! Nobody everyone wants to accept this deep teaching of our 2 masters, but when we are thrown down, do not hate the oppressor, love them anyways. Although we are beaten, if we maintain love in our hearts nothing can dissolve our own peace. When you see a fight and you watch someone walk away calmly, peacefully, do you not witness the most inner strength of all? It is not about always fighting against, because that just creates more inharmony. The only way to dissolve ignorance and fear is to meet it with Love.

If this finds you, I hope it brings peace to your heart.

All My Love,

Zach ❤




Today we shall discuss Self-worth…

Now first and foremost the most important thing to finally understand and accept is that you are worthy!!! You must accept the fact that you are invaluable and that you are perfect EXACTLY as you are!! You must finally realize that you came forth as a perfect extension of the Source, which is God. You must finally realize that you did not come forth lacking anything, but rather came forth with the eagerness that you would remember through your experiences all that your soul already knows, all that your heart already knows! When you can accept, or even acknowledge that truth, then you will begin to have a much more peaceful and enjoyable time playing in your body and with your experiences.

You see, it is not that any of us are lacking anything. We are not incomplete in any way, nor are we worthless simply because we are different than what is accepted. The worthiness of your soul is unlimited! You are so incredibly worthy that the Angels bow at your feet! They thank you for having the courage to step forth into a reality in which there is so much contrast and disbelief, and ready to take your stance as a Lion of Love, a bringer of the dawn. You see, although at times you may see yourself as unworthy of another’s love, or attention, or of a particular job, or of anything else, nothing could be farther from the truth.

You are not only worthy of all the desires of your heart, but you are worthy of far greater manifestations. You are worthy of the magic of fairy tales! You are worthy of the relationship that brings the stars to its knees! You are worthy of the health and abundance that would eliminate doctors and brings millions to your beckoning! As you begin to see yourself more and a more as the Infinite soul that you are, and learn to appreciate the vessel, body, that you see, you will realize your unbounded worth.

You have never, nor will you ever be, unworthy except for in your own mind. The only person who determines your worth is you! No one else can declare for you that you are worth $10 an hour. No one else can determine if you are worthy of the perfect partner. You, and only you, can determine that and declare it to the world. 

You are the manifestation of God! Can you even fathom the depths and beauty of your being?! Can you even contemplate what that means to be an expression of the Infinite Presence which pervades all things and is all life?! How the heck can you quantify your worth when you have always been infinite?!Your beauty is beyond all time and space and your depths disappear into the Light of Life!!! You are, and forever will be, the most precious, worthy individual on this planet and it is all up to you to accept and proclaim that!

Nobody else will ever tell you that you are beautiful if you don’t first believe that! No one else will ever tell you that you deserve a wonderful career unless you first believe it! No one will ever tell you how spectacularly smart and fantastic you are if you don’t first believe it! It is no one else’s job to validate your existence! Your existence is fully dependent upon your thoughts and beliefs about yourself! 

But I want to let you know that if you are reading this that the time has come!! You are pure, perfect, Divine in every way and that your worth has never been in question! I am here to tell you that as an extension of God you deserve all the beauty your heart can imagine! I am here to tell you that not only do you deserve happiness, but that you ARE happiness embodied! That it is all up to you to determine how others should treat you and to accept nothing other than your worth! That if your job demeans your spirit that something is waiting for you to take the jump so that your soul can reach the goals it has set for you!

Continue my dear brothers and sisters and remember the calling of your heart. The calling to acknowledge your infinite beauty and the state of complete worth that is inherently yours! I Love You ❤